Dear the future daddy of my future baby

Sunday, 13 January 2013                        12:24 PM

Hey.
I just wanna you know something;
i'm glad that you were asking about our baby this morning.
Even we still don't know that the baby is exist or not.

Sometimes,
It's funny to be with our imagination.
You choose the name of the baby and we are agree that we wish for the baby boy.
You said that you want a boy because you want the baby guide me, to guide 'bunda-nya'
Sweet of you.

Do you know?
My life is gonna change if i'm preagnant.
Our relationship is gonna change, too.
But your life is not gonna change. I guarantee.
What you should do just pray more for me and the baby, ya.
I'm not asking you to stay like i always ask in my dream to you.
Only in the dream i can ask you that thing.
I just don't wanna seem so weak.


Sometimes
I ask God. Why?
I still have no idea why.
And I'm not wondering why anymore.
Every detail of you is the sweetest thing ever happen to me.
That's all what I know.    
 
I will always remember when you said this;
"Kalau jadi, kamu jaga ya baby."
I will.
I will.
I will.
I will do everything to keep our baby, Dear You!
Even I have to drink that some nutrition that make me sick.
Everything.